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Showing posts with label tulus dari hati yg ikhlas. Show all posts
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June 8, 2012

You know who you are :)


I am relieved to finally be writing you this post, and I hope you see the sense in my doing so.
 How are you?
Long Time No Hear, rite ?
 I’m sorry. Honestly, it was hard not being able to communicate with you.
Butt,.. Alhamdulillah , Allah is always by my side ,He’s never far away and I never feel alone.
Just need you to know that my life doing well without you .
I know it wasn't good to admit that..  seriously, I don’t need you in my life .  
I want to thank you for all the love, happiness, the pain and the tears you have brought into my life.

Wise words:  “What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now.”

till then ,. Take care :D

budak kuat yg dulunye sememeh .
ace .


June 26, 2011

ada suka ada duka

Assalamualaikum suma..

hye..!

Hari ni aku kuar b'temu kekaseh hati yg dtg Penang dri Putrajaya, jauhhh nun d sana..
beliau adalah mya..
kiddy gelarannya

*sorry tak de gmbar buat masa skrang.. nanti i upld laen okes?

actually
tak byk pun yg aku nk citer kat sini... m'mandangkn tajuk entry nih
ada suka & ada duka

yg suka nye bila time hang out ngn kengkawan tadi.
dan
yg duka nye.. meh nk story tp touching cket lah..
tadi....
time aku g QB jmpa mya..
 kat rumah aku tggl mama, my granny, adek, ngn abah je..
kakak aku yg 1st tue dia g KL,
angah pulak dah balik t'gganu
&
kakak yg 3rd tuh da kat Perlis..
 abg aku td dia g kampus, ada keja katanya..
kat rumah tadi sunyi gila...
yelha adek sibuk (kusyuk) ngan korea
then tadi time mkn (dinner) abh tetiba je sebak...
aku ngn mama t'kezut kot..
aku pun g lah amik tisu lap air mata abh then aku pun mintak maaf kat abah
cuz td kat dlm kereta mama ckap 
abah risau  aku kuar ngn kawan2..

ace said so..
"abah,, ace mintak maaf.. kalau ace tahu yg abah marah dan tak bagi ace kuar tadi,, ace takkn kuar.."


nota b'faedah : aku sorg budk yg comei, yg amat dan t'amat payah utk kuar sorg2 tanpa family d sisi..
 sbb tuh aku jarang dan amat3 jarang kuar ngn kawan2.. dulu aku tak faham knapa parent aku tak bg kebenaran.. dan thanks 2 Allah.. akhirnya aku dah faham...

foe your information 
ni lah kali p'tama aku tgk abah m'nitiskn air mata
siyez tak tipu..
slama ni punye byk dugaan yg dtg,
tp aku tak penah tgk abah menangis..
 abah said so
"tak abah tak marah juz abah risau ja.. dan abah SUNYI anak2 tak da kat rumah.."

ya Allah... luluh hati aku bila dgr abah ckp cm tuh..
b'tuah nye aku jd anak abah..
abah...
ace sayangggg abah
 dan utk anak2 abah yg laen..
dekat mana pun awak suma tggl 
either jauh ngn family ke takk
p'cayalah yg abah risau & rindu sgt3 kat awak suma..
till then..
nite sume!