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When I am alone, I need company & someone to support me.. No one comes to help me except Allah... When I pretend to be strong infront of the world... Nobody sees my hidden tears except Allah...

August 20, 2011

Awalnye

Dear Dumb Diary,

gud morning i bid to one and all.

oke mari mulakan hari anda dgn perkara2 yg berfaedah
contoh : study?


kepada yg maseh tido tuh
hey orang2 kampung bangun2 kita ada MISI yg sangat penting 
jadi sebelum berperang dengan perasaan pada hari isnin & selasa nih 
kita kena lah buat persediaan serapi rapi yg boleh
mwah-hah-hah semangat b'koba2 sungguh
 sbenarnye,.......
aku pun tak tau la knp aku risau sgt padahal ujian je pun 
bukan nye exam akhir tahun
MOTIF: ??
maybe benda yg aku belajar skrg nih maseh baru bg aku KOT.
t'lalu byk fakta dari yg auta (hehe)
 dgn
persekitaran yg baru,
 &
persaingan yg baru
so
konklusinya all the best to myself
please pray for me oke?

kita kan kawan?


sekian,.

have a nice day, peeps

August 19, 2011

Slumber friday ii

Dear Dumb Diary,

yeay dah nak raya.. heee
tapi nak syok lebeh2 pun tak leh sebab kalo nak raya mesti la kena lepas test yg confirm2 nye b'lgsung pd mggu depan..

diary, do you have something that you really want ?
 mcm aku,, aku nak beli jam & cermin mata..
hari tu igt nak beli jam.. 
yg murah2 je la kan..
 tapi angah pulak ckp kalo nak beli biar la yg de kualiti.. 
but "It's too expensive
cermin mata pulak 
hmm
almost 2 years usianya 
cermin mata aku kalo tak rosak mmg aku takkn tukar
tapi yg ada skrg nih dah mcm t'lalu uzur la pulak
heheheh
dah bengkok sanasini 
mana tak nye aku ikot suka hati jep campak 
pas tu kalo nak,, mula lah t'kial2 cari..
ada hari tuh sebab kalut sgt nak g sekola sampai aku tak hengat langsung 
kat mana aku campak.. kalo nak g sekola without my second eyes
mmg tak b'makna pegi sekola
power (tahap kerabunan) pun dah naik
a gazillion thanks to farhana yg sanggup jadi my third eyes kat dlm kelas.
so aku mmg b'harap 100% kat duet raya yg akn dtg.. hehehehehe
nak mntak mama belikan hisshhh mcm malu je 
yela dah besar2 pun still mntak parents yg belikan brg2 aku
duet dlm bank bukan dorg ke yg top up?
yea2 yg tu betol la.. 
tapi nk mntak benda2 cm nih directly,
 i mean it aku malu gile kot
nanti la bila da cukup duet aku akn beli..
hihi tambah plk aku nih mmg cepat gile t'haru..
mwahahaha
igt lagi hari tuh yg nak pegi orientation ball utk form 6
kebanyakkn bende2 yg aku beli bukn nye guna duet aku...
halamakkkk mmg sogan gile lah kan...
dari shawl sampai lah kasut
tu la rasa cm nak nanges je time tu
teringt dulu mama wat p'siapan kat kakak aku yg athirah bila dya mula2 dpt masuk 
U
hehehehe
mama ckp "tak pe ace nanti bila ace dpt masuk U  mama pun akn wat benda yg sama utk awak"
tapi........

itu lah sebabnye aku t'haru sgt bila abg & kakak2 plus adek comei aku tuh sibuk cari brg2 aku utk pegi orientation ball.

so start dr situ lah kalo aku nak pe pun (brg2 t'utamanya) aku nak guna & akn guna duet sniri..
skrg aku dah mula jinak2 kan diri aku utk b'kira bile nak beli brg..
hikhikhik
 kalo boleh nak wat kuar RM5 je dari bank
aci tak?

:) 






oke cepat pilih nak mana satu...
satu je ok!
pastu gi PRINT
hahahaha






so tell me your wish
probably we can share the story behind it 



Till then

August 18, 2011

mengeluh panjang . . . .

Dear Dumb Diary, 

i'm angry on the outside . . . . .
. . . . . but i'm far angrier on the inside


School was oke today. Actually NOT REALLY OKE. 
why do i have to meet this person on earth
nak bayar duit kelas pun b'kira tak hengat2
huh, udah lea tak nak bayar, nih gi hasut orang lain tak yah bayar.. 
wutde.....
honestly 
guys + girls (who didn't pay)
i'm sorry, you are annoying me
malas dah nak gaduh2 di sebabkan hal yg remeh mcm nih plus ngn perangai korang yg b'kira dan tak m'bawa apa2 faedah pun kat aku
so you better shut your mouth.

Did you know, Dumb Diary,  i really felt uncomfortable with my classmates
i don't know why...
i reallyyyyyy miss my old school, my old friends, my old teachers,
now everything has changed

PS: if you are reading this, j_ leong, then you are officially busted.  Mwah-hah-hah
PSS: if you are (guys & girls who didn't pay especially), then Ha-Ha you are also caught in my surveillance sting.



August 17, 2011

what am i doing right now?

ce teka-ce teka

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jeng-jeng-jeng



tengok2
aku dah berubah

DULU


SEKARANG







[You think of the past- Suddenly everything has changed]

sweet 19

haii byk pulak ye org lahir bulan 8 ni ek
as usual


Happy birthday!!!

to athirah a.aziz 
piweeet2 dah tua kamu yea. hehehe
Semoga hidupmu sentiasa diberkati dan dilindungi Allah
belajar rajin2 taw
serajin ace yg comei nih. muahahaha
Mudah-mudahan betambah rezeki, bertambah iman, bertambah keberkatan umur

nanti awak balik penang kita celebrate sesama oke?
take care
 i love you sosososososososososo muchhhh

August 14, 2011

Again


Dah tahu akan sakit hati wat pe la mata tuh gatai gi usha 

haishhh 

Dah tahu akan sedeh wat pe lah gi check result kuar ke tak

haishhh

Dah tahu akan kecik hati wat pe lah gi banding-2 ngn org

haishhh

Dah tahu yg diri sniri tuh busy ngn keja sekola asal la u still buang masa

haishhh

yea2 this is me
acelah

muahahaha
sorg manusia yg
suka wat something yg sometimes dia sniri tahu by doing that
 she'll get hurt 
or
 she's hurting herself!!!
ohtidakkkk
but not so serious oke
so you don't have to worry

yup that's the truth

yuhuhuhuhu

p/s: jgn tiru macam saya. tak baik utk kesihatan :)
 you should think wisely be4 doing anything ok?!

August 12, 2011

Counting the days


Akhirnya
sampai jugak hari b'hujung minggu
wahhh
apesal la rasa mcm lambat jep nak hari sabtu-ahad
emm
cepat-cepat la cuti sekola
bila cuti je mesti pakej ngn keja sekola yg sedia maklum tak hengat-2 bilangannya
next week de pra-test utk ekonomi and pengajian am
yeahh!!!
| berusahalah ye wahai diri |

focus-focus-focus



 aisehh
astonish betol

[ Ganbatte ]