dear myself

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful.

Stand up.

There's still a long road.

Stand up.

Don't you dare to give up!

Stand up.

For this is what life is all about!

 Don't live a life to please people.

That's lame and not cool.

Screw what people say.

Haters just don't disappear. 

And you just gotta keep on moving.

     Sometimes, we got caught up by petty things. 

All the time, we need our own version of painkillers. 

I guess you just have to keep on reminding yourself.

 We always have to be reminded to stay positive. 

Always have to be reminded to keep on smiling.

 Always have to be reminded to grasp the nettle without sighs. 

ツ

The thing is, no one is gonna keep on reminding you on what to do. 

The thing is, sometimes even they don't know that you needed to be reminded. 

Well, what do you expect?

 No one else knows you better except you are?

 So sometimes, when life is giving you a quandary, you just have to remind yourself.

 p/s:: Though forgiveness is the last thing that you would thought of giving to people who break you down, but try to be nice, try to have good thoughts, try to learn to let it go, try to learn throwing everything in the dustbin of history. It's a history that doesn't need to be remembered anyway aite?

till then,.

sadness in your eyes

I am just on here because I don't want to talk to anyone  

but 

I don’t know what to do…

so many things are going wrong in my life right now.

i know if i cry so badly it doesn't change anything

What can I do to make this feeling disappear?
 

I'm Tired, I'm Frustrated

to my mama&abah 

I'm sorry to disappoint you again

Believe that everything is always getting better

School Survival

hey,, hye buddies!

as usual

its been about a few days I didn't update this blog .
Well , my dearly blog . Its not that I have forget about you .
It just, lately there's a lot of things that I have to do till I don't have time to update you, plus there’s no internet connection that’s why the lack of posting..
There's nothing new about me .
Instead of i'm being a new one.

Well, after a couple weeks spent my holidays.
Away from books, revisions and everything that related to school.
I became blur when i started to study back.
Maybe because i'm still in school holidays mood.

=_='

 

mmg cuti sakan gila.

i'm just finished my homework

muahahaha

fortunately tak byk pun..

i'm not feeling well

 

I guess its because tomorrow is a SCHOOL DAY :(

hmm, what can I say. 

 

I hate school

I seriously dread every morning when the alarm clock goes off. I don't think I've ever hated school as much as I do now. I'm tired of being so overworked.

I'm counting the days until the end of the school year and it's not even December yet.

I'm super stressed out and I hate it. I don't even look forward to the weekends anymore because I know that I'll have to do homework over them and then go back to school again anyway. I have no motivation to do anything, and yes, I do have friends, I just enjoy absolutely nothing about school anymore. I don't know if I hate school, or if I'm depressed, or whatever. I just want it to end, are there any ways I can make the school year pass by faster or cope with it?

sometimes it seems like i don't know what's wrong with me 

oke then.

 

Zodiac ? Horoscope ?

I'm not giving a full trust to zodiac's researches, psychologies or facts. But I just had fun knowing their thoughts about me :)

Virgo' Zodiac sign  

People are attracted to that knowledge that can be applied practically. They are not secretive and willingly share their knowledge with anyone. They want each and every person to benefit from their knowledge. They are a peaceful lot and are extremely fond of harmony in their surroundings. They have good taste about kind of dress and the kind of house they live in. They are people of good taste and are elegant.

(sharing is caring )

Virgo Color  

The color which is best suited for Virgo zodiac sign is all shades of green, Grey, and Mushroom.

 (wakakaka Absolutely! Wrong)

Virgo Love and Relationships

People born under this zodiac sign of Virgo do not have much difficulty in making friends. But it is also seen that they won't take the first step until and unless they feel absolutely comfortable with the person. In love they are one of the most difficult to understand out of the other zodiac signs. People born under this zodiac sign of Virgo are emotional and sentimental but at the same time their practical thinking remains active. Virgo born people feel that love is devotion and will include love of family and friends. Marriage is a major commitment and they value their union both a love relationship and a life partner. In relationships they are genuinely affectionate. They make good spouses and caring parents.

>double :O (melampau sgt ni dia puji kan ?! haishh malu aku =,= )

Virgo Profession

The Virgo sign born people are generally knowledgeable of the work they do. They are able to analyze and reason everything from their own way of thinking outwards. The Virgo people are quick to see the weak points and can use this skill to become good literary critics. Virgos have a great respect for rank and position. Virgo people can adjust in any kind of situation easily and adapt themselves with surroundings well. They prove to be good mathematicians as they are able to look straight in the eye of practical problems and do not leave till they are solved. They are careful with accounts and their interest in statistics makes them excellent accountants and analyst. They also make good editors. The zodiac sign born Virgo may also find success as welfare workers and in ministerial work. They can also try their hand to become doctors, nurses, psychologists, teachers, confidential secretaries etc. 

 perghh !  aku mmg minat bab mengira nih, , lg kan nk kira duet mesti laju.. hahha tp sorry tue say aku mmg anti habes2 ngn accounts.. grr

 Virgo Lucky Numbers

The lucky number which is most favorite of most of the Virgo born people is 5. The years 5, 14, 23, 32, 41, 50, 61, 72.

 yow yow numb aku suka tak de dlm list ! nampak ngat bohong nye...

Last but not least Don't believe it too much. Just take it as your compliment of yourself *bukan selalu org puji kn?!* (:  Remember, you shape yourself. Try to explore what's your based on your birth date and you will found out that yourself is AMAZING :D

By the way, don't take it serious, I'm just sharing here yea.