The way I am: April 2012

April 30, 2012

~✿>> Seseorang yang sentiasa bergurau senda di hadapanmu,
Ketahuilah dialah seorang pemurung tatkala sendirian.

~✿>> Seseorang yang sentiasa menyuntik kata-kata semangat dan perangsang kepadamu,
Ketahuilah tatkala itu dia sedang menyulam hatinya yang retak seribu.

~✿>> Seseorang yang sentiasa kelihatan kuat di hadapanmu,
Ketahuilah dialah yang sentiasa mengadu lemah di hadapan Tuhannya.

~✿>> Seseorang yang ketawanya menceriakan harimu,
Ketahuilah tatkala itu dia sedang membalut duka di dadanya.

~✿>> Seseorang yang sering memberi hadiah kepadamu,
Ketahuilah dialah insan yang tidak pernah mendapatkannya.

~✿>> Seseorang yang bebas mengeluarkan cetusan fikirannya,
Ketahuilah dialah seorang 'petapa setia' yang tidak mampu
bersuara tatkala sendirian.....

sumber : ilmi-islam.com

April 29, 2012

Running towards the future ....

Last Friday . Final result set to be released on that day.. I would never expect that I will get straight A's.
I can't explain how happy I was when I saw my parents's smile put on their faces.
That grateful and extremely happy feelings mixed into one.
Ya Allah, thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah. :’)
Ya Allah I thank you for every single thing you've provided me which is more than I deserved.

Mama dan abah yg d sayangi

This post is dedicated for both of you.

Sorry sebab lambat bg ‘hadiah’ utk mama gn abah .

Hehehehe

Selalu asyik ace je dlm family yg bg mama gn abah risau , sedeh , lagi2 kecewa .

I am sorry for not being the best daughter that you wanted me to be. :’)

I won't disappoint you anymore

Hanya ini je yg mampu ace bg utk mama gn abah .

ace sayangggg mama gn abah sesgt

Thank you for always supporting me and being there whenever I needed it, and even when I thought I didn't need it.

To my sis , athirah.a.aziz

You passed with flying colors! Congrats . awak sangat ohsemm :D

April 14, 2012

fi·nal·ly

dear dumb diary.,,,

I don't even know where it went wrong. I don't really know what had happened actually. But truly, it was painful. Tears.. please don't fall again. Ya Allah, please strengthen me :’( mama … ace sedehhhhhhh sgt-2 ….. finally nanges jugak . agaknye da byk sgt gelak kot. so kena la jgk cuci mata . :( ahhhhhhhhhh... sedehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...... It's hard to put into words. mama wish you were here....... :')

bak kata abah diam itu lebeh baik dari berkata-2 . tanak bg org terasa & tanak bg sendiri sakit hati . sabar itu cantik ,ace .